This is the second CHAOS BOOK that I made. I really like the cover I made for it, although the bad quality of the notebook made it completely fall apart so I had to tape it back together (this was one of those notebooks that are mass produced with a company logo on it to promote their business and are given away for free, I picked it up because the cover used to be yellow and I love yellow). I don't like the contents of chaos book as much as the first one though, because I think it's kinda boring in comparison. Like in the first chaos book, I chose to show only the pages that are interesting to me, and some blocks of text I censored because they have more sensitive information. And there's also a mixture of portuguese and english text.
This is the cover of the chaos book. You can see I made a crazy arrangement of different elements, such as pieces of washi tape, stamps and cut out and glued on drawings. "Embrace the cringe" was the kind of vibe I wanted for this composition. Also the little guy with long hair is my OC Dr. Cooper. These are pages I tore from the notebook so my friend could draw in class with me. This was while I was still in high school (November 2022 to be more exact). They drew me an OC and other random doodles. Opening pages. On the left there's a paper with a "motivational quote" the school gave to us, I glued it there ironically because I hated it. On the right it says "November 2022", which is when I started this notebook. Cooper says: "You don't have to be scared of me, I won't bite you! I am very trustworthy!" This is from when me and my friend decided we would draw FNAF fanart during class for whatever reason, like, I'm not even into FNAF anymore, but we decided it would be funny to do it unironically. Here's the best version of purple guy there is, the original purple sexyman purple guy fanart design from around 2014. I don't care what anyone else says this is the best version of purple guy there is. I just don't like that for some reason I didn't draw him any shoulders... As you can see some doodles here have the word "COPY" under them because I was copying a few of the original purple guy drawings from this version so I could study it and understand better the character design. More purple guy doodles that I made...my friend wrote "OMG MAYOI AYASE" with a purple pen because I was going to draw Mayoi Ayase as purple guy (but I never ended up doing so because I procrastinated it) Wow look a storyboard/concept board I never got to actually finish!! See this excruciating amount of math? This is me having to study for my finals. There are several pages of suffering. I hate it and hated going through it so much. FUCK SCHOOL. Some of the original concepts for blue planet! As you can see it was originally going to be a blogspot, but I changed my mind and decided to make a neocities instead. A playlist I made with another friend for a bus trip A sketch I made as a gift for one of my friend's birthday (The final drawing is what I gave as the gift, it had black lineart and a monochromatic palette of blue/cyan) I wrote Will Wood lyrics on the left because I happened to be listening to it, and on the right there's a drawing made by someone very special These are some html notes I took as I was studying it so I could make my neocities. Another concept drawing for blue planet On the left there are a few drawings I made of puyos (from the puyo puyo game), and on the right I glued a soap bar package that I thought was too pretty to throw away. These are the blue planet blog concept sketches. You can view the blue planet blog on the V1 version of this website, because I discontinued the blue planet blog (at least as of today when I'm writing this, because who knows, maybe in the future I decide to bring it back). I stopped doing the blue planet blog solely because I just couldn't bring myself to feel like writing a blog post. More blog concept sketches, except some of these ideas never saw the light of day. Flesh N' Blood was an idea for a blog with more mature themes, the cover is inspired by Oingo Boingo's album cover for Good For Your soul, and the name of the blog itself also comes from Oingo Boingo lyrics. This is one of my mascots, BLU GRL or Blue Girl!!! Her birthday is on the 43rd day of the year (february 12th). These are the first drawings I ever made of her. I made a blog post about her on the old blue planet blog, you can find it on the archived link here.
I don't know if it's appropriate to add a content warning here, but for the next pages I drew nipples. Are people uncomfortable to see drawings of nipples? I don't know. But this is my notebook and my website, so if you don't like nipples...don't look I guess?
These are none other than NIPPLE BABIES! Silly little creatures that are nipples for some reason. Why? The answer is quite simple to explain: I was at my friend's house for a sleepover and we were watching youtube, more specifically a squishy makeover video by Moriah Elizabeth. And in this video she had these weird baby squishies with heads that kinda looked like nipples, so she called them "Nipple babies". She repainted the squishies, each one with an unique and cute design. You can watch the video here. Instead of drawing the nipple babies cartoony and colorful like the squishies on the video, I decided to draw nipple babies as actual nipples, and these drawings are the results. More nipple babies OCs Dr. Cyan and Dr. Cooper, and a Venn diagram showing what they have in common...putting cyanide in things that should NOT have cyanide in it. Also, Cooper stole the cookie from the cookie jar. On the left page there's this random anime face tutorial drawing I did because I was bored, and on the right there's another one of my OCs More cool concept drawings that never came to fruition Yet another concept drawing and some random kitty stamps I was trying out Drawings of a tie that looks like a sternum, because I think that would be cool These are some anatomy drawings I made to study for an anatomy exam. And no, I wasn't at school anymore, I was finally free!!! This is me studying for university, and as of writing this text I'm currently studying to become a biologist. More anatomy class studies...these are about muscles and how they work on a molecular level
